Ramblings.....

you will never know what it is like to be left behind
and to have with u something u thought u would never find
you will never know what it is like to fight a losing war
and win against odds and lose it again, thanks to ur stars
and what it is like
to dream for a 1000 days and have that dream shattered
to cry with the tiniest hope in ur heart n hv that hope battered
to think of somebody far away and still feel them around
to listen in the silence of Night even when there is no sound
to face the crisis even as people make fun of you
and see their puzzled faces, when you have successfully passed through
and you will never know what it was like
when i saw the world and still felt i was just missing it somehow
and my thoughts kept returning to you even as they do so now
when your sad brown eyes shone once for all, like dying out embers
and the fire gave way to elixirs, that gaze i'll always remember
when even though no hope was there,i braced myself to hope again
when i just laughed too much to hide away my pain
and really there is no need to feel what all i have felt
i just want u to be with me when all else have left.


Wrote it way back.... when i was down and out... Still feel sometimes that way.. but as they say ..In the end it doesn't even matter.